Rocky Angel


          Date: Wed, 21 Dec 2005 10:24:19 EST
          From: Rebecca Stout
          Subject: Sean and Rocky update

          I have saved each and everyone of your beautiful notes for Sean. Even all of the notes you all sent me way back in May when I made the announcement about Rocky's lymphoma. They are being gathered together in text and handed to him in his room as the days go on. I knew people were sweet here. I knew ferret people were extra generous. And many have told me that they loved Sean and Rocky, but I never dreamed of this kind of support when this day finally came. This has been wonderful for my little boy and extremely appreciated comfort to me. As he waits for his best friend to be returned to him to be cherished in an urn, he has been sitting and lingering over you notes in his bedroom.

          So you know, today he is doing FANTASTIC. I woke up to a smiling little boy who actually giggled over his cereal and is chasing around the other ferrets today. I am prepared for him to glance at the extra treat dish and such and to feel a sting. But wow. We all did a great job. I mean ALL of us. I want to thank all of you for loving Rocky. For supporting this relationship and helping us to nurture it along. I want to thank you for all of you literally holding me up over the year as I prepared for the worst. We did it!

          Wolfy

          Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 9:26:40 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Judith White

          Wolfy... and Sean....

          I am so very sorry to hear about Rocky's crossing over. His story has always been special to me, as to so many people.

          If you like (this is absolutely true, but I don't know how you feel about it) you could tell Sean that Rocky will visit him every once in a while to let him know he still cares. My guys give me a wet nose on the ankle, and sometimes a whisker on the face or the ankle. I had noticed these sensations, but had no idea what they were (maybe nerve endings being weird?) until Kim Fox was talking to one of my guys on the other side. He just couldn't believe I hadn't noticed his visits, and when he told Kim what I should have been feeling I realized he was right. I had noticed. Kim is very good at talking to them.

          Love to Sean.

          Judith (white)

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 9:36:35 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Pockwockie

          Please know that all of us here at Pockwockie Crossing send all our love. We send you guys the white light of healing and rainbow hugs. Please remember, you will see Rocky again, as he will be waiting for you at the Rainbow Bridge to accompany you to Summerland. We will plant a tree in Rockys name here for you.

          Bright Blessings
          EZ
          Pockwockie

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 9:51:26 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Krista

          I am so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make it easier for ya'll, but I know there isn't. If you need anything, let me know.
          Krista (guin)

          Subject: Memory of Rocky Gift
          Date: 12/19/2005 10:02:32 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Deva

          My heart and prayers are with your family and with Rocky, who now watches over Sean. Peace be with you and feel the love around you. Deva

          [Deva sent an anime art piece in this email...it will be one of the ones on the Main Rocky Memorial Page]

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 10:08:33 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Ping is He, Puma, & Alexandra Us sorry Rocky. Short message, typing with noses. Don't tell.
          Ping is He
          Puma
          (Even France is a little sorry)
          (Alexandria Sargent Colburn

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 10:25:20 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Sukie

          Oh, shoot, Becca, I am so sorry. Could you, please, extend my sympathies to Sean and the rest of the family? Nothing can take away the love, memories and strength shared; they are forever part of Rocky's gift to Sean, and even though he does not yet know it they are also a gift Sean gave back to Rocky. It is always easier to give than anything else when there is so much love, and Sean may be inclined to not realize how much love and help he gave to Rocky simply because they were such natural things to share.

          (Sukie Crandall)

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/19/2005 11:42:15 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Alicia Drakiotes

          Dearest Wolfy, Sean and family,

          Rocky lives forever in the hearts & minds of you and those who would know of him.

          I send Sean great strength and support as I do to you all. What a true blessing, and no doubt Rocky knew indeed it was time. From his parting he will open the door for another little fur spirit to be kindred with Sean. After all spirits do live on.

          On this solemn night I pass to you the strength of the angels to watch over you all. I know in my heart of hearts Rocky is with you all in spirit and will be at your side, and he is reborn in a kits strength and love.

          Alicia Drakiotes

          Subject: RE: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 12:06:33 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Sarah

          I am sooo sorry to read about Rocky. I looked at the photo link in your signature and it brought tears to my eyes. The bond between Sean and Rocky was remarkable.

          You are in our prayers. Such a sad time. We lost our little Grendel to a tumor a week and a half ago and now this. I am so sorry.
          Sarah

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 1:04:15 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Vicki Henderson

          Oh, Rebecca, I am so sorry. Sending my heart and prayers to you and your family.
          (Vickie Henderson)

          Date: Mon, 19 Dec 2005 19:39:45 -0800
          From: Deva Kolb
          Subject: In Memory of Rocky

          It is really hard to lose one of our ferrets, expecially those really extraordinary ones like Rocky. My prayers and heart are with you and your family, Wolfy, and also with Rocky. When I think of Sean, I see Rocky flying over his head, dive-bombing him and yelling, "Hey Sean, did you see that one? Lokka this one! Watch me! Check out my new fly-things!"

          Peace to all of you.
          Deva

          Date: Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:24:45 -0800
          From: The_Guardian_of_Hope
          Subject: Hope for a special boy

          It is with deepest sadness that Hope writes this message. A special boy has lost a special friend and although Hope knows there is deep sorrow, Hope wants us all to rejoice in how fortunate we have been to be able witness and share this special bond of friendship as it has grown over the years.

          Please join Hope in sending warm, healing thoughts and prayers to Sean Stout and his family. Rocky was an angel disguised as a ferret and he has been called home. He will be missed.

          Hope

          I am the Guardian of Hope.

          If you know a ferret in need and prayers or good wishes will help ease the pain, please let us know. Send us a note with the information and we will send our very best prayers or good thoughts in Hopes that the warm power of love will surround and comfort the precious little one - and the hoomans who loves them.

          Subject: Sean & Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 2:25:35 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Shirley Hewett

          My sincere condolences to you all.

          I have been with the FML for about 12 years now and feel that I know Sean & Rocky personally. There are no words suitable for a time like this, except to wish that your grief passes quickly and the joyous memories last forever.

          Love,
          Shirley

          Subject: Rocky's passing
          Date: 12/20/2005 4:58:32 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Cindy Michou, Hiland Ferrets

          Wolfy,

          I just wanted to let you and Sean know that I was sorry to hear of Rocky's passing. I know this is hard on Sean and I will keep you and your family in our prayers. It's always hard when that special one passes on. There is always a hole that seems to take forever to heal.

          With sympathy and understanding,
          Cindy Michou
          Hiland Ferrets

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 6:03:17 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Tracy Acker

          OH, words can not express how sorry I am for your loss. Rocky had the best life ever ........ and now flies high at the bridge!
          I hope Sean is doing okay.

          Tracy Acker
          Director - Forget-Me-Not Ferret Rescue
          Pennsylvania Ferret Club & Shelter
          www.ferretclub.com

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 6:11:20 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Renee Worthing

          Wolfy and Sean,

          My sincerest condolences on the passing of Rocky. I have followed this love story from the very beginning... it's been a story of love, faith, hope, values, morals, learning, discovering, patience, joy. The last chapter, though, has not been written and can NEVER be written because the love and hope and faith of this story will last an eternity!

          Big hugs and love to all of you!

          Renee Worthing
          (punchbug)

          Subject: Thank you Sean
          Date: 12/20/2005 6:36:50 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Karen (Douglas)

          Dear Sean,

          I know that this is a difficult time for you right now. It is almost always difficult to be so unselfish as you were with Rocky. But I wanted to thank you for loving Rocky so much, for giving him such a wonderful home and life and for letting him go when he needed to.

          I wanted to thank you for allowing Rocky to love you with all of his heart and for the heart you gave back to him.

          I know most folks think you are just a kid but to me......... well, your the best! And as Samwise said to Borimir in "The Two Towers" you have shown your quality!! I am very proud of you and altho Rocky can't show you anymore, he is very proud of you too. He is very busy right now telling God just how wonderful you were to him and what a great hero you are in his eyes.

          And Sean, dont worry, it will take some time but soon those thoughts of Rocky will not bring sadness, they will bring you a great big smile in your heart.

          Love,
          Karen (Douglas)

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:17:40 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Joanie Smith

          I am crying as I write this, but I thank the God of Animals that Rocky had you, and you had Rocky, and he was blessed so much more than any ferret I know. His passing was done with enormous love and respect and I will pray for Sean. How I have dreaded this day. sweetness and kindness was always the priority. I love you all very much.
          (Joanie Smith)

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:25:22 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Penny

          Hi, Wolfy.
          Oh my….I’m so so sorry to hear about Sean’s Rocky – the pictoral you had of Sean and Rocky made me cry and cry…..how loved Rocky was ….and how Rocky must have loved Sean.

          They’re both very special and fortunate little boys….I can’t even imagine all the love that Rocky took with him….My thoughts and prayers are with Sean – I sure hope that he finds strength and comfort, and I pray that Rocky is resting peacefully.

          God Bless all of you….and God keep Rocky safe and warm as he watches over Sean and your family.

          My deepest condolences,

          Penny J

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:32:22 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Ed, Susan and Kayla Malone

          So sorry to hear of Rocky's passing away. I know words can't say the depth of our feelings well nor express the sorrow and joy at a time like this, I hope all is well with Sean and that he comes out of this whole affair doing well. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.

          Bless you all,

          Ed, Susan and Kayla Malone

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:43:30 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Reb

          Ah, Wolfy, there's not much I can say right now. I looked at the slide show, ended it with the picture "Today's Kiss" and just about lost it here at work. I'm going to find a card for Sean, but you hang in there too. You know, you're right-it was fitting for this time of year. Rocky gave Sean a gift, and so Sean returned the favor. They never will end as a team, know that-they're in too many people's hearts and minds.

          Many hugs,
          Reb (McFarlane)

          Subject: So Sorry
          Date: 12/20/2005 8:43:51 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Sharon (Beardon)

          Wolfy,

          I am so sorry. I know there isn't anything anyone can say that will help but know there are alot of people so sad to hear that Rocky is gone from Sean's loving arms. He will never really be gone because Sean will always have him in his heart.

          Rocky was truly special and he will live on in the hearts and minds of people all over the world.

          Hugs,
          Sharon (Beardon)

          Please visit Kouri fan club
          http://www.geocities.com/kourifanclub/index.html
          Kouri is one special ferret, see why he has a fan club dedicated in his honor.

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 8:55:54 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Tammy & The War Weasels!

          Wolfy...

          I'm so sorry to hear that Rocky has passed. I followed the stories of Sean & Rocky regularly... thinking it was just one of the coolest owner/pet stories that ever was. A remarkable little ferret and a remarkable little boy.

          I'll be keeping Sean and your family in my thoughts this holiday season.

          Tammy & The War Weasels!

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:01:19 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Cris

          Hi WOLFYSLUV,

          I'm hopelessly behind with the FML at the moment, but I noticed the subject line of the first message in todays FML in the preview pane.

          I'm really really sorry to hear that Rocky has danced his way across the bridge... knowing he had his own way of doing things... and being a special ferret,.... I bet he arrived in style...

          Its especially hard on you all given the time of year, and I hope that Sean will be able take comfort in knowing he had a special ferret who enjoyed a great life with him.

          Dammit.. even I have tears falling... I feel like I lost a friend... I can never find the "right" words for this, but this time, its harder... We will keep Sean in our thoughts, and tonight will look up to see if we can see a new bright star in the sky

          Cris (& unkie Lee - reserve hooman)
          & the kidz -
          Rhoobarb (Biteyweezil)
          Chunky (Lumpychunks)
          Princess Lily (Special Baby)
          & Ollie (Pimpfuzzy)

          Remembering those who stole pieces of my heart
          Custard (Cussieangelweezil) my gentle little joker and daddies snuggleferret
          Bubbles, (Da Warweezil) first ferret par excellence and leader of the furkidz
          Skweek (Skweekyweezil) daddies litle earwashing girl and all round little madam
          Called away from this world to dance with the angels at the rainbow bridge
          mailto:warweezil@dsl.pipex.com

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:06:08 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Amy, Dave, Sarah & Paul

          Our thoughts are all with you at this time. It's so hard to lose any little ferret friends, but Rocky's passing is even harder. Especially since we've been following the saga for all these years and knowing his time was coming.

          Please let Sean know that lots of his "ferret friends" are thinking about him and the rest of your family.

          Amy, Dave, Sarah & Paul (and their gaggle of giggling ferrets)
          RIP Ian, Elektra, Claudia, Sidney, Max, Hannah & Fritz
          Missing Tasha

          Subject: thank you
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:10:05 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Natiffany

          Wolfy,

          I just wanted to thank you for letting everyone know what happened, I cant imagine how hard it must be to let Rocky go. I also want to thank you for the beautiful photo gallery. That was so touching and moving...I am going through a hard time in my life right now, and I needed that. I am keeping Sean in mind and sending all of my best wishes his way. I cant imagine anyone more deserving of such a wonderful ferret friend. Thank you.

          Natiffany

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:16:55 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Lori (Harley)

          I am sorry about your loss. I will keep you all in my thoughts and prayers at this difficult time. Let me know how things go.

          Love,
          Lori (Harley)

          Subject: I'm sorry....
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:20:13 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Peg Francisco

          Hey,
          Just read on the FML about Rocky... I'm so sorry... It hurts so bad, and everyone who's been owned by a ferret understands that pain...

          Thank you for sharing all of this with us.... Sean's autism, the miracle of Rocky and Sean together, and Rocky's passing. I feel gifted to be allowed to watch Sean grow and become, and sad as it is, Rocky's loss may cause more growth...

          The Sean & Rocky story does not stop here, and I sincerely hope you will continue to share about Sean.

          I'd like to send Sean an e-card. Would that be ok or not?

          Biggest hugs,
          Peg Francisco

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:21:24 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Linda (Iroff),"Lindaferret"

          Sean Rocky was a very lucky ferret. He was loved by so many people, most of all by you. He will be missed by so many people, most of all by you.

          Linda (Iroff)
          "Lindaferret"

          Subject: RE: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:24:35 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Stephanie Grant

          To: WOLFYSLUV@aol.com

          Our Deepest Condolences on Rocky's passing. He was a real Blessing in Sean life. Sean has grown so much with Rocky's help. They were meant for each other. I know he will never totally leave Sean's side, because the love bonded them for life and it's itched on their hearts to live & grow forever.

          Loosing these beloved friends is never easy, no matter how long we are blessed with them, it's never long enough. Christmas with all its lights & gifts can be a bit overwhelming. (I lost my Spanky (he was my 1st), at this time of year)

          Know I am sending lots of Good Thoughts, Prayers, Hugs & Kisses.

          Stephanie (Grant)

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:38:17 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Ada Gibbs

          Hi Rebecca,
          I am sorry to hear about Rocky's passing !!
          Letting go is NEVER easy but it is the best thing you can do after they have gave us unconditional love!! I know how hard is it, I have done it 10 times and still have 5 more to go.
          Time will ease you pain and bring you fond memories of Rocky
          My prayers are with you Sean.
          Huggs
          Ada and the Weaselpals
          Visit Weaselpals Ferret Hammocks , Sleepers and Hideouts:
          (Weaselpals ferret hammocks and sleepers)

          Subject: (no subject)
          Date: 12/20/2005 10:06:14 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kim Fox

          Wolfy,
          I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I know the pain of loss at a holiday. I never publicized this but last year, one week before Christmas, I lost a brand new baby hob at only 9 months old when he bit my roommate on the foot, she kicked and killed him. He was my present to me, to get me through my first Christmas without my mom. It was like losing her all over again. He had such healing energy. I think it's remarkable that a special child like your Sean is handling this so well, and he is because of the way you raised him. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.

          Love,
          Kim
          Kim Fox
          Animal Communicator, Medical Intuitive
          Director of Somethin Up My Sleeve Rescue
          Authorized Distributor of Timmy's Tonic

          Subject: Re:This is for Sean
          Date: 12/20/2005 10:41:23 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Fran Prager

          Dear Sean,

          You are such a very brave little boy, giving Rocky a wonderful life and now, when it was time for him to leave you, letting him go without pain. That is so special.

          We all love you very much.
          Fran Prager ...Mommy's friend.

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 10:43:26 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: kat

          wolfy...

          'I am sorry' just does not cut it...

          and if there was any 'perfect' time for this to happen...Christmas was it...that is when it all started..Sean and Rocky's Christmas Story...now he hands this perfect little ferret back into God's keeping at Christmastime...

          i know now why your presents are to be late...one of them was a sleepsack for Sean and Rocky...i was so worried when i decided on that present that this would happen...i guess God new and put obstacles in my path so that it would not be sent before...

          i was thinking of sending it anyway...with a stuffie ferret in it...but i do not have one that is dark like Rocky...and i do not know if that would make a difference to him...he does not have a new one yet...right...maybe i could send it and say it is for the new baby he gets in Memory of Rocky?

          you know him much better than i...please...tell me what is right for SEAN...i would not hurt him for the world...

          i love you...please...tell Sean my heart is broken...

          love,
          kat

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 10:44:26 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Fran (Prager)

          Dear Wolfy,

          I'm so sorry to hear about Rocky's death. I just sent Sean an e-mail through your e-mail account as I didn't know if he had one of his own.

          Believe me...the duo of Sean and Rocky will be remembered for a long, long time. My deepest condolences.

          Love,

          Fran (Prager)

          Subject: I feel your pain
          Date: 12/20/2005 10:51:54 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kim

          God, I was so praying that noone else had to go thru what I did this weekend, but I guess he just wasn't listening to me. I am so sorry for your loss, and I know I can say - I feel your pain as well as mine. You had one more gift than I did - the gift of knowing what was coming. I wish I had that. Not that it makes it easier - but it would have made it more bearble for me. I look at my xmas tree. Still standing in the corner. With no decorations on it. Cause none of us has the heart to do it yet. Maybe in a couple more days we will. You are at the top of my prayer list, with your entire family, hooman, or fur bearing. I pray that this season - heals us all - and that next year will be better for us all.

          God Bless you honey.

          Kim and her missing one, army of idiots...

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 11:19:04 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Angel Animals

          Dear Rebecca,

          Even though you told us about Rocky's illness, it was till a jolt to realize that this dear creature was no longer with Sean and your family -- physically, that is. We are heartened to hear that Sean is handling this transition so well.

          Please accept our condolences to you and your family. Rocky lives on in God's Messengers but most of all, he lives on in your hearts and the hearts of millions of people all over the world who have read and heard about his remarkable contribution to Sean.

          With animal blessings,
          Linda & Allen Anderson

          Subject: Sorries.....
          Date: 12/20/2005 12:21:00 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Diane I.

          Vaya con Dios, Rocky.....
          Well done, Sean, well done.

          A special pair, forever linked in my mind. I started following their story many moons ago, believe it was on the old Acme board. Then I bookmarked your site on deafies, and over the years, have sent many people there for info.

          My grandmother once told me, that every soul is born into this world with a purpose. They don't leave until that purpose is fulfilled. Some of us are lucky enough to figure out what that purpose is, but some of us aren't.

          I think Rocky knew what his purpose was, and boyohboy, he certainly fulfilled it.
          Gentle hugs to Sean and his family.
          Blessings of the season to all.
          Regards,
          Diane I. (Iverson)
          WI

          Subject: Hi
          Date: 12/20/2005 12:53:05 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Dave and Chris Mathis

          Hi Wolfy,
          I don't know if you recall my offer, But I once told you that I would be happy to give Sean another ferret if anything ever happened to Rocky. The offer is still open. I have 7 wonderful girls looking for homes. I will be happy to ship one to Sean for you. They will need to be spayed as We do not alter early. Just let me know if this is something I can do for Sean.

          Dave and Chris Mathis
          in Oregon

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 1:05:34 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Staci L. Sharp

          I have to quit reading me personal emails at work. No one understands when I start crying in the middle of work :) hehe

          Please let Sean know he is in my thoughts. While I do not know you all personally, I have read your posts and read the stories and feel like I know you all. Once Rocky gets settled up at the Bridge he will come back and let you all know he is good. Sean being who he is will probably see/hear/feel him much sooner than anyone else. But Rocky was well loved and Sean and he are an amazing pair.

          I want to thank you and Sean and Rocky for sharing your lives with me and everyone!

          HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS!!!
          Staci L. Sharp

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 1:07:35 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Nanny

          Oh, Rebecca, I'm so sorry for all of you and especially for Sean ! Give him a hug from me and tell him that I don't really have anything to say to him, just let him know I feel for him.

          I hope that in the future Sean will once again be adopted by a pet, be it a ferret or another animal, that he can share his thoughts with as he did with his Rocky.

          Wishing you all strength........

          Nanny
          Help Tuatha de Dannan!!!! Je hoeft alleen maar hier te klikken. :-)

          Subject: To Sean
          Date: 12/20/2005 1:46:12 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Debra & Kismit

          Hold fast to your memories,
          to all of the cherished moments
          of the past,
          to the blessings and the laughter,
          the joys and the celebrations,
          the sorrow and the tears.
          They all add up to a treasure
          of fond yesterdays
          that you shared and spent together,
          and they keep the one you loved
          close to you in spirit and thought.

          The special moments
          and memories in your life
          will never change.
          They will always be in your heart,
          today and forevermore.

          -Linda E. Knight

          I am so sorry to hear of your loss, but I know that you gave him a lifetime of love and he knew that. He is with friends and other loved ferrets to help keep him company till you can be together again. The pain will fade, but the memories will live forever in your heart, and you have such wonderful memories and lots of pictures to help. I saw them, and know that the two of you had a very special relationship, and I know Rocky was a very, very happy ferret. We give our love freely and they do too, and that makes all the hurt worth while.

          Best wishes,
          Debra & Kismit

          Subject: Rocy & Sean
          Date: 12/20/2005 2:14:49 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jan (Storck)

          Oh Rebecca, I am so sad. My thoughts are with you all. This is so hard because you all loved so much. I am morning with you. They teach us even in their passing, but the lesson is so hard. Billy wants a ferret with all his heart. He is 6 now, and so untouched by pain. It almost makes you wonder if it is too soon for him to have one of his own. Tell Sean that people all over the country are with him now. I know we are all thinking of him and if I could take the pain from him I would.

          Love
          Jan (Storck)

          Subject: RE: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/20/2005 2:51:36 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Marylou (Zarbock of Ferrets Magazine)

          Hi Rebecca,

          I'm so sorry about Rocky. It sounds like it happened the best way possible, though. I'll keep Sean and the rest of your family in my thoughts. I hope all goes well.

          Take care!
          Marylou (Zarbock of Ferrets Magazine)

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 3:38:32 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Julie Coddington

          Wolfy: Stewart and Zoe Coddington, along with their hoomin, Julie, all send you, Sean and the rest of your family hugs and much love on the passing of your beloved Rocky. He was one of a kind and a very, very special ferret.

          Julie Coddington

          Subject: sean and rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 2:52:12 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Deb V

          i'm so sorry you had to loose rocky now. but it looks like rocky had a wonderful life with your son sean. he was a gifted ferret with having sean and your family as owners. this little animals steal your heart for life!!!

          my prayers will be with crusty and his family and you tonite and for as long as may be needed! these animald are too tiny and sweet to ever be sick!

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:38:53 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Ronnie (DiComo)

          Dear Rebecca--
          I'm so sorry about Rocky! I got all choked up when I looked at the pictures of Sean and Rocky. What is your address (and last name) and I will send Sean a note.

          Ronnie (DiComo)

          Subject: Sean and Rocky Date: 12/20/2005 4:37:42 P.M. Eastern Standard Time From: Sandi

          Wolfy, I'm so, so very sorry. Is Sean doing OK? I know how much Rocky will be missed, as he was loved by so many.

          Hugs to you all.

          Sandi in TX

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 5:36:52 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: K

          I'm so sorry to hear about Rocky.....thoughts and prayers will be with you this Christmas season, and just remember you have your own special little christmas angel now......it is all the more poignant for me because we too have a Rocky and he is in the final stages of Insulinoma, the same thing his brother Bullwinkle left us with almost 2 months ago....they were rescues, and I would do it all over again for these precious babies.........you're not alone in your pain, and just know there are many of us who care......

          K

          Subject: Rocky :(
          Date: 12/20/2005 5:39:13 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Carol Krause

          Rebecca,and Shawn,
          Very,very sincere condolences to both of you. I have enjoyed reading about Rocky and Shawn for years. It was a pleasure.
          I wish you many happy memories after the sorrow. Take care.
          Regards, Carol (Carol Krause)

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 6:06:54 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Regina

          Dear Wolfy and Sean,

          I was very sad to read in the Ferret Mailing List that Rocky was too sick to keep on living. I have had ferrets like that, and it never gets any easier. But I think that even though the ferret can no longer be here in his body, he's still here in your heart. As long as you remember him and all of the good things about him and all of the good times you had together, Rocky will live on with you.

          Every ferret is special, but some have that little something extra and it sounds like Rocky was one of those. I know you will grieve for him, but remember that you gave him the most wonderful, loved life any ferret could ever hope for.

          With my heartfelt sympathy,

          Regina

          (and Seti and Ronan too)
          Regina Harrison badriya@rcn.com
          http://users.rcn.com/badriya/

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 6:50:17 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jim

          Rebecca,

          Please accept our deepest sympathies at the passing of Rocky.
          I have followed Sean and Rocky's stories since I first started receiving the FML, and felt that I knew them both.

          I loved the pictures of Sean and Rocky, they showed two creatures that truly loved each other. I especially loved the last photo on your "tribute" page, where Sean is kissing the head of Rocky. I think that is the way I will remember them from now on.

          Would Sean be open to receiving a card from people (us) or would that be too much for him right now? I just wanted to send him a card to let him know that he and Rocky are in our thoughts, and to let him know that my beloved Linus will keep a look out for Rocky at the Bridge. (I lost Linus 2 years ago)

          If you think a card is too much, at least let Sean know that we are thinking about him.

          Thanks,
          Jim

          Ferret Rescue of Maine
          A State licensed, 501c3 Non-profit shelter.
          Donate to shelter ferrets by clicking
          igive.com/from

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:02:52 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Holly, Jason, Kolby and Stormy

          Wolfy, Sean and family,

          I'm so very sorry for your loss of Rocky. My heart aches for you. I've never had the privilege to meet you or Rocky, but yet I feel like I know you all. Your stories have affected my family and when given a chance I try to mention Sean and Rocky to people that don't know about ferrets. I thank you for sharing Rocky with the rest of us. He was a special boy, loved by us all, and will live on forever in fond memories.

          dooks and hugs,
          Holly, Jason, Kolby and Stormy
          (Harper)

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 7:56:57 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jennifer

          Dear Wolfy, I'm so sorry to hear about Rocky. How sad Sean must be even if he seems to be tolerating the passing rather well. Sean and Rocky's story was such a good one, one that I tell other people about when they ask how ferrets are with kids. I hope that everyone in your family can still have a nice holiday, I don't understand about the present you were mentioning on the FML, but maybe that is yet to be explained. My thoughts and prayers are with Rocky, Sean and the rest of your family.

          Jennifer

          http://jenandarchie.tripod.com

          Subject: Fml
          Date: 12/20/2005 8:06:03 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Julie

          Wolfy and Sean,

          I am so sorry for your loss of Rocky. I know he was a special ferret. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

          Take care
          Julie

          Subject: Sean and the Angel AKA Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:00:36 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kathy and Krew

          I woke up this early this morning, started my coffee, took the dog out and then spent 20 minutes getting my four little fur babies up and giving them their morning hugs and kisses ( and vice versa). I then poured myself a cup of coffee and turned on the computer to check out the FML (how I start my day every day). The first thing I see are five simple words that make my heart leap into my throat...Sean and Rocky...it's done. Oh please, No, I cry to myself as I scroll down to read if my fear is true. I start to feel sick, then I break down and cry uncontrollably for a very special boy and his loss of a friend like no other.

          But now, that friend is a very special Angel that will be on Sean's shoulder, watching over him and comforting him whenever he needs it. My prayers for Sean are for comfort and understanding, hoping Sean understands that his little buddy is whole and healthy again. Understanding that, Rocky did not want to leave him, but that all of God's special Angel's have to make their trek to the bridge, and if any ferret in the history of ferrets was waiting for their special someone to cross over with it will be Rocky waiting for Sean.

          My prayer for you Rebecca, is that you are also comforted in this time of loss, but for you I pray for strength as well. Strength to be the comfort giver in this hard time, knowing your pain is just a great. Strength to help guide Sean with a wisdom that he will understand, if he doesn't already. I know you have that strength inside of you, because you passed it on to Sean, for it indeed took great strength for him to hold Rocky and be strong for him to send him on his journey to the Bridge. You both will be in my prayers. I know I live a world away, but if there is anything I can possibly do, please don't hesitate to ask. I know there will be some hard days ahead, but with the love and prayers of so many who knew and loved Sean and his Angel Rocky, I believe they will be fleeting. Rocky truly gave Sean the most wonderful gift and Sean has returned it like a brave little man. No Rebecca, Sean and Rocky will NEVER be 'no more', and they will always dwell in the heats and minds of all who knew of them. I will never forget....They are an ... Unforgettable Duo...Always....

          Now I am making myself cry all over again, and I did not intend to write this much while you and your family are in mourning, but I had to let you know my heart. I have been trying to find the time to respond to your letter, but I didn't want it to be this way. I will write more later....... God Bless

          Kathy and Krew
          Oscar, Mindy, Ashley, Foxy, and Angel

          Subject: RE Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:02:32 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: The Zobel Family

          We here bow our heads in memory of an extraordinary ferret.

          With our deepest sympathy, and most heartfelt condolences, we wish your family well in this time of need. Rocky will be terribly missed by all.

          Sean is a remarkable little boy with such strenght and conviction to his ferrets. Rocky has taught him so much about life and I hope and pray he continues to learn from him from the bridge.

          The Zobel Family
          Sandy, Rob and our 3
          Lucifer, Kyba and Shea

          Subject: THE 'ROCK'
          Date: 12/21/2005 1:24:52 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: john rich

          Oh Wolfy,...I just read this issue.....and I am so sorry to hear! I have tears running down my face, as I`m sure you do! Sean & Rocky`s pics. are, and always will be on my screensavers! I feel that I know all of you, from the fml, 'ferrets' mag., and all that is in print about "Sean & Rocky"!! God bless, my prayers are with all of you, with a little extra for Sean.....learning but one more of life`s little letdowns!! ...& YOU, keep strong!,..you will be learning even more about Sean, put in this situation!...and you`ll know what to do!

          All my thoughts,
          John & the n.j. gang.
          john rich

          Subject: RE: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/21/2005 5:01:25 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kent & Georgia

          Wolfy & Family,

          We are so VERY sorry that you'll be separated from Rocky for a time. He is in a land where there in no pain or sickness, or sorrow ... only happiness. Maybe Sean and Georgia can be close, with lots of hugs, and tears together.

          I've found Georgia to be a tender comforter.

          Kent & Georgia

          Subject: Deep sorrow
          Date: 12/21/2005 5:05:55 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Patti

          Dear Rebecca,
          I am so very sorry about Rocky and Sean. I cried huge tears for Sean, for Rocky, for you and your family. Rocky was so beautiful, inside and out (he looked just like my Bandit.) Some ferrets just seem magical; so magical that they couldn’t possibly leave us. My Foxxy was like that and so is Rocky. The grief for these little ones is beyond belief. Rocky will always live in our hearts and memories.

          For years I never really understood the story of Job. Job lost all that he loved and still had faith in G-d. I thought that must be so hard to do without any bitterness. Then I lost my beloved Bandit – the pain was incredible – I learned that a washcloth makes a much better handkerchief than the linen ones. After a few weeks of deep mourning we rescued our dear Fox and he has become the most unbelievably loveable cuddly ferret – my constant companion. I am sure Fox was astonished by the love that was poured into him those first few weeks.

          Please let Sean know that we all care about him and are so sorry that Rocky is gone in body. He was the most dear ferret I have ever known of outside of our own.

          I would like to send Sean a card – would you send your address?

          With deepest sympathy,
          Patti
          Ginger, Huck, Fox, Nuka, and Byte-me

          Thi nishmato tz'rurah bitzrur hachayim.
          May his soul be bound in the bond of eternal life.
          “If there are no ferrets in heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went”. Will Rogers sort of
          Patti Higgins
          www.keytoalaska.com

          Subject: Rocky :(
          Date: 12/21/2005 9:16:46 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jadesun

          I read your post yesterday and had to get up and walk away...the tears just wouldn't stop. It's happening again today :( I can't tell you how sorry I am to hear of Rocky's passing. I was floored. I remember you telling me that Rocky was having his ups and downs over the past bit, I just never expected to hear of his passing. Somewhere I just felt that Rocky was invincible and would live much, much longer.

          I feel so crushed for you, all of you, especially Sean :(

          I pray that Sean has learned much of the friendship over the years and has absorbed this 'special friendship' that he had with Rocky and that the love of this friendship will go on forever. I pray Sean can look back at Rocky with overwhelming happiness.

          I am in awe, and my heart royally goes out to you all.

          Many gently hugs..

          (`'•.¸(`'•.¸¸.•'´)¸.•'´)
          «´¨`•.Jadesun.•´¨`»
          (¸.•'´(¸.•'´`'•.¸)`'•.¸)
          Who is General Failure??
          And why he is reading my hard disk?
          http://www3.nbnet.nb.ca/jadesun
          (Sheri-Lynn)

          Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 22:43:34 EST
          From: Millie Walls

          Subject: Rocky and Sean
          Fly high, Rocky, fly high. I remember how their story touched my heart and soul. My prayers are with you all, especially Sean. God Bless.

          (Millie Walls)

          Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 13:32:51 -0600
          From: Vicki E Montgomery,

          Subject: Multiple comments

          Wolfy I love Rocky and Sean's album... my favorite is the "baseball brothers"... we need to talk about that one... and you are such a GREAT MOM - be well sweet lady... Your strength has helped many of us in so many different ways... no wonder an angel like Rocky found you... you too are an angel sent to help us all with your quiet strength.

          Vicki Montgomery Tricks and Treats Rescue

          Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 23:41:53 -0500
          From: Laraine Bennett

          Subject: My heart is breaking for you

          For Sean and Rocky, Helena and Kimberly, and all of you who are facing a terrible loss or hardship or illness: You all are in my prayers. I sit here tonight crying for all of you, but knowing how these wonderful little critters have left a part of themselves in your hearts as a forever keepsake. From all of us on the FML, you have our love and support. We are family.

          Laraine

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/21/2005 12:20:58 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jean

          I am so sorry for your loss. I know what it is like to have an autistic son who has lost a special animal friend. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It is worth it to have them have a pet. It will get easier.

          Love,
          Jean

          Subject: Dearest Sean
          Date: 12/20/2005 11:25:44 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Robin aka Loveaferret95

          this little guy was my Bruno aka Boo Boo
          [this was a beautiful card she sent]

          Robin aka Loveaferret95

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/21/2005 11:26:07 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: June

          Dear Sean and Wolfy,
          I am so sorry for your loss... my heart and prayers are with you and your family.

          One day you will see him again when you are reunited at the rainbow bridge.
          [a beautiful card was attached]

          June

          Dianna Stover:

          The memorial to Rocky made me cry. The pictures of Sean and Rocky are beautiful. I have enjoyed the updates of their adventures, how Rocky helped Sean and especially the story Sean wrote about Rocky. It is truly an amazing relationship.

          December 20, 2005 9:15PM

          Jim Kennedy:

          I love the pictures. Rocky will forever be in our hearts and minds.

          December 20, 2005 4:06PM

          A Brat Babies Postcard for you: The Family of Rocky
          From: Peace, April & Shawn and Daisy, Wellington, Artemis, Finnegan (missing Cora, Bandit, Holly, Nicodemus, Marley, Shannon, Sparkle & Renate)

          To all of Rocky's family, and especially Sean:

          We are so sorry for the loss of Rocky. We know he is such a special friend, and we always enjoyed hearing about his and Sean's latest adventure. We can only hope that he will be remembered soon with more smiles than tears-we know he touched your lives in unbelievable ways.

          Peace, April & Shawn and Daisy, Wellington, Artemis, Finnegan (missing Cora, Bandit, Holly, Nicodemus, Marley, Shannon, Sparkle & Renate)

          Ferret Angels
          Author Unknown

          Ferrets are angels that God sends to watch over us, and to teach us
          lessons of patience, humility, love and understanding.
          When they cross the Rainbow Bridge their job is done, and it is
          their turn to play and watch us from Heaven.
          But they visit us--that funny little tickle is your ferret stopping
          to see you and letting you know that he or she is watching you,
          reminding you to remember the lessons you learned from them.

          Brat Babies Postcards

          here is a postcard for you, Sean
          from Sandy and the Dook City Gang

          Every one was excited at the bridge. Taz didn't know what was up, so he went to ask Valentine. If anyone would know what was going on, it would be the angels favorite rainbow stealer.

          "Hey Valentine,why is everyone running around,and looking so excited?" Taz wondered.
          Valentine smiled at Taz, who was a newcomer to the bridge. "Why Taz, Valentine looked up at him. There's going to be a Special delivery at the bridge."
          "A Special delivery?" Taz wondered at the capital letter on Special. It must be some incredible delivery that was going to happen.
          "That's right Taz, a Special delivery.", Valentine Replied.
          "What kind of a delivery?" Taz wanted to know.
          "A very sad, but Special delivery." Valentine told him.
          "Can't you tell me any more?", asked the frustrated Taz.
          "You just wait, it won't be long.", Valentine explained with a sly smile.

          Taz didn't like not knowing things, so he went to ask Jasmine, if she knew something. When he got to their hammy hideaway, Boris told Taz that Jasmine was waiting for the Special delivery over by the rainbow. Taz, as determined as ever to find out what he didn't know, went to find Jasmine.

          When he got to the cross over point, what he saw was so incredible, that he almost didn't believe his eyes. There were all kinds of creatures, from all the sections of the bridge, standing and playing everywhere he looked. He was thinking that every ferret was there,as well as some cats and dogs. He saw old friends and new friends, and even some he hadn't met yet.

          There was a glow to the rainbow, that made it seem almost alive. He spotted Jasmine, very close to the cross over, and went to ask her about the Special delivery. Jasmine, and all the ferrets had a soft look about their faces. Taz sidled up to her. He looked into her face and asked, "When's the Special delivery going to happen?"

          Jasmine smiled at Taz, and then turned to watch the rainbow. The colors had gotten vibrant and started to pulse.
          "Right now.", she said quietly. Taz looked at the rainbow, and saw a long and slinky shape come dancing through the pulsing colors. Jasmine was grinning from ear to ear, and very gently said, "Welcome Rocky.", and hugged him close. "I see you miss your human friend,but your fuzzy friends will love you, until they come for you all." Rocky was hugged by all the animals,and even some angels.He looked healthy and happy now,with a heart full of love.His star was shining brightly with all that shared love. Rocky dooked happily and went to play with all his new friends.

          Sandy and the Dook City Gang

          Subject: Sean And Rocky
          Date: 12/21/2005 8:02:04 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Lynn Barker

          Oh Rebecca

          How sad I was to hear about Rocky....I didn't even know he was sick. I am so happy his passing was so peaceful. Iam worried about Sean though, he had such a connection with Rocky, how lonely he must feel. I remember meeting Sean at the Atlanta symposium and having him, Chet and your husband at my ferret craft table....we all made a door hanger and of course, Sean made his for Rocky. I can only hope that with time, the happy memories that all of you spent with Rocky will replace the pain that you are dealing with now.

          I will keep all of you, but especially Sean in my thoughts and prayers

          Love and hugs,
          Lynn Barker

          Please check out my website, The Fuzzy Sleep Center
          http://fuzzysleepcenter.terrabox.com/
          also see my items at Things4feritz:
          http://stores.ebay.com/things4feritz in Lynn's Fuzzy Sleep Center
          Join our ferret craft group, Creativeweasels at:
          http://groups.yahoo.com/group/creativeweasels/
          Proud member of SAFE
          http://www.saferrets.org/

          Subject: Re Rocky
          Date: 12/21/2005 8:14:31 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: KG

          I'm so sorry to hear about Rocky. I know he was Sean's miracle worker.
          In time I hope you can find a new ferret to love to continue Rocky'w work with Sean.

          KG (Kathy Gallager)

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/22/2005 12:36:51 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kimberly Newt

          I'm so sorry too here about Rocky tell Sean hi, and that we are sorry for his lost.

          (Kimberly Newt)

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 4:22:33 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: ~Ursh~

          Dear Stout Family,
          I have just caught up with the last few days of FML's. I send to you all the love and condolensces that myself, my son and our ferrets have to give.
          Wolfy's most recent post had my crying my heart out in sympathy and an understanding, however minor. I recently had to help my beloved girl Ashka cross the Bridge after a squamous cell carcinoma in her mouth began to grow rapidly and cause her discomfort. Towards the end I could see the tiredness in her eyes. When the time came, she peacefully went to sleep in my arms and uttered one last breath before I knew she had left us. As I read your words, I felt the most overwhelming de ja vu and I felt my heart break for you all.

          I hope this pain eases swiftly, may each day be a ray of hope for the future.
          Thinking of you all in this time,
          ~Ursh~
          xxxx

          Subject: The end.
          Date: 12/22/2005 5:00:50 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Nanny

          Rebecca, what a beautiful goodbye for Rocky. There must be so many thoughts inside Sean that he never uttered. It's like he planned that ceremony and knew exactly what he was doing.

          I remember you were worried about the moments of Rocky's passing, but even that happened in the way everything seems to have happened with Rocky, as if it was meant to go that way.

          When I read about his last months, it's like Rocky's mind only used that body without paying much attention to it.

          I hope you too will be fine in a while, I don't know what's going on physically, but you need your mental rest to get well. Rocky's watching you from the Rainbow Bridge and wants you to get better.

          Wishing you lots of strength again.

          Nanny

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/22/2005 6:23:43 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Rain, Dad, Jarrod & Shelby

          In a message dated 12/19/2005 8:23:11 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, WOLFYSLUV writes: They will be forever in my mind. And in Sean's.

          I am so sorry to hear your news Becca :( They look so precious in all the pics on the site. I LOVED the Baseball Brothers and Rocky's little hat.. his facial expressions look so sweet and they both seemed so content. I'm at a loss for word's here but they just looked as "one"... My love and prayers for them both as for all of you.

          Merry Christmas to everyone and I pray little guy is not to awful lonely without him, altho I know he will be.

          Love ya,
          Rain
          And also:
          In a message dated 12/21/2005 10:27:39 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, WOLFYSLUV writes:

          Rocky came into my little boy's life and changed it forever. They each got a second chance. And now as I said, Sean has given him the greatest gift of all this Christmas. So please, don't be sad for Rocky. Never has a passing been so easy. And Sean is doing great. He has no regrets about any decisions. I want people to think of a little boy that's grown up into a young man who will always have that little angel over his shoulder this Christmas.

          Bless you all Becca... it never ceases to touch and amaze me what those two did for each other :) Give Sean my love and tell him RainMeem could see in his face (and Rocky's little face) how much love and devotion they have for each other and that is a very rare and wondrous thing..... Their story has touched everyone around the world and made us ALL the better for it. Take care hon, and know you ALL are in our hearts and prayers.

          Love,
          Rain, Dad, Jarrod & Shelby

          (Rainmom)

          Subject: Re: Sean and Rocky ... it's done
          Date: 12/22/2005 7:17:36 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Mary Mewton

          Dearest Sean,

          I have never met you in person and I had never met Rocky either but I feel that I have known the both of you for a very long time. Thank you for giving Rocky the best possible life a little ferret could ever wish for. The love that you shared will never be forgotten. It's odd how the heart of a stranger, miles away, can break with yours. I feel like I have lost one of my own. Thank you for sharing Rocky with me and many others. It was so selfless of you. Please know that he is at peace and is returned to his healthy state. He is playing at the Bridge free from Earthly ills. I pray that your heart heals and the memories of Rocky turns your tears into smiles. May God bless and keep you.

          Sincerely,
          Mary (Mewton)

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 8:54:36 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kris

          Hi wolfy,
          I was so sorry to read your post about Rocky, it broke my heart. Please give your boy a big hug from me...
          xo

          Kris

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 8:57:14 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: John Connell

          Wolfy,
          I, too was greatly saddened by your situation.

          God has used these fuzzy little critters to show me His heart for us. I have never in my life EVER felt so much love and compassion towards anything or anyone until I became a companion of my little ferrets. I feel like He has told me that is how much (actually more) he cares for us, his kids!

          Please know that when I read your post about Sean and Rocky that I wept like I had never before. Be at peace knowing that God is with you all and has an unconditional, undying love for you all and His wonderful little ferrets!

          Peace and Blessings,
          John Connell
          Milan MI

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 9:41:16 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Michele

          Wolfy,

          I was so upset to hear about Rocky's passing to the bridge. I know that Sean's bond with Rocky was unlike anything he had ever experienced. I have been thinking a lot about what Sean could be feeling right now and it makes me so sad for him. He had so much love to give that precious little fuzzy. Hopefully, in time, Sean will be able to smile when he thinks about the time he spent with Rocky and how lucky he was to have that bond with him. I hope that Sean finds another precious fuzzy to give all that love to.

          I enjoyed reading all about their escapades together. I enjoyed knowing that a boy so young could have a bond so strong with a ferret. It really wamred my heart and I will miss hearing about all the joys and challenges you faced together. It was a learning experience for all of us who had the pleasure to read about it.

          Please express to Sean my deepest sympathy for the loss of his best friend. I hope that he will again experience the unconditional love of an adorable fuzzy. I will keep Sean, Rocky and the rest of your family in my prayers.

          Love,
          Michele
          -owned by three fuzzy thieves... Jewels (AKA Fattie), Pearl, and Onyx (The Spokesferret) as well as an adorable rescue dog named Mandy.

          Subject: Re: The day we lost Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 9:58:03 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          OMG (((((((((((((((((((((((Sean and Rocky)))))))))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((((((((Rebecca)))))))))))))))))))))))

          Reading that whole story has me literally sobbing yet very greatful for such a peaceful time for Rocky and even Sean. It sounds like Sean was at peace with what was happening and I thank God for that. Our sincere condolences go to Sean and your family. And Sean you need to know how you and Rocky have impacted so many peoples lives in such a positive way.You also have had a great family by your side that loves you and cares for you and that is extremely lucky for you. Your mom writes beautifully and has shared the story of you and Rocky with the world. So your mom has in a way immortalized you and Rocky in peoples hearts everywhere....all over the world. Our love goes to you and your whole family Sean. You are great!!!

          Nancy, Michelle and Justin

          Subject: Sorrow and relief
          Date: 12/22/2005 10:49:30 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Susann Thiel

          Hi Rebecca,

          You may not remember me but we spoke on the phone for a little while in September, when I was driving back to New York from my first rescue trip to New Orleans. I was exhausted and overwhelmed at the time, and we weren’t able to connect for lunch, but I remember our conversation as something fun and positive that helped me ease back into the ‘real world’ after the nightmares in the Gulf.

          I don’t have the words to express how sad I feel for you and Sean. The bond Sean and Rocky shared was a treasure and a blessing that I wish more people could experience or understand. If they did, there’d be far less cruelty in the world. I think their story helps us all to see a bright spot through the pain - and remind us that for every horrible thing we witness, there are many more instances of love, selflessness and triumph.

          If you feel some weird mix of relief at Rocky’s passing, that it’s finally over and he is at peace and pain-free now - I think anyone who’s loved and cared for a terminally ill pet and seen them struggling through pain will understand.

          You mentioned being ill yourself, in your post on the FML. My prayers are with you. I hope the New Year will bring you health and happiness.

          Thank you for being there for Sean and for Rocky, and thank you for sharing their story with us.

          Susann Thiel

          Subject: (no subject)
          Date: 12/22/2005 10:53:59 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Judy

          I am so sorry about rocky sorry I didn't get this out before this. But I have been out of it to. I am sorry seem so small I just dont know what to say but I am sorry. You were there for me when I lost Holly and every thing you said was so true and hit home. I am not that good at words but believe me I feel for you and your family. Please know that you have my thoughts and I am thinking of you all. I think every one had a place in there heart because you kept us up on what was going on and the Joy he brought to your family. Rest in peace Rocky you dont your job on earth well you helped a little boy who needed you and made him very happy and proud to you were his.

          Love Judy

          Subject: Rocky and Sean
          Date: 12/22/2005 12:11:07 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Jennifer

          I am convinced that your family is a very special one. Sean is a most special boy who did give Rocky the best gift for Christmas. Tears ran down my face as I read your account of Rocky's last month and passing and how Sean handled everything. I only hope that when it comes time for one of my baby's to pass over to the bridge, I handle everything with such grace. As I said in my previous letter to you, my prayers and thoughts are with you.

          Jennifer

          Date: Wed, 21 Dec 2005 16:52:30 EST
          From: Sandy Repper

          For Rocky and Sean

          A star was born on Earth today.
          Walking now on the Milky Way.

          Fur full of glistening star dust.
          Eyes alight with mirth, full of trust.

          Born of love gathered here on Earth.
          Showing all just what he was worth.

          A star shining brightly above.
          One whom I called Sean's ferret love.

          He walked quietly into Sean's heart.
          Showing joy that set him apart.

          The ruler of all things he saw.
          Creating a joy called ferret law.

          Gone softly in the gentle night.
          Soul to the bridge, heart shining bright.

          Sandy and the Dook City Gang
          Rainbow Crew, Honey, Sugar, Boris, Taz, Tasha, Jasmine, Valentine and Chelsea
          http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?username=kathouze

          Date: Wed, 21 Dec 2005 23:29:11 +0000
          From: Susan Carter Susan x

          Dearest Wolfy - I was so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts are with you and Sean. I think you're absolutely right that Sean gave Rocky the best gift and I am so pleased it was so peaceful. Sean and Rocky have given so much to the ferret community, hey, to EVERY community. Please give Sean an extra special hug from me and save one for yourself.

          Susan x

          Subject: You're not alone
          Date: 12/22/2005 12:30:23 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Regina

          Dear Wolfy,

          What you wrote in today's FML really resonnated with me--I think that anyone who has gone through the longterm care of a very sick ferret would recognize what you have written. There are those days when you wish it would just be over, and then you feel tremendously guilty for even thinking it, and when it comes time for the final decision you second-guess yourself forever. I've lost three to lymphoma (one pretty young, it wasn't the juvenile form but he wasn't even three yet) and it is a terrible thing to see a ferret be overcome by. As with Rocky, mine also slipped away almost instantly, which I think we can take as a sign that we weren't wrong, their bodies were ready to go and it was time.

          It's also all the harder when you have to be the strong one. With the young ferret who died, Pan, my husband was very bonded to him and when we went to the vet's for the last time, he was a wreck. I had to stay calm and solid both to deal with the vet and also because I didn't want to upset Pan, though honestly he might not have been noticing very much at that point anyway. My husband later said, very respectfully and somewhat enviously, that I was very strong--but I can tell you I didn't feel like it at all at the time. I just knew I had to let my mourning out slowly, or the ones who depended on me to be strong for them would be left adrift. It's almost a dissociative kind of feeling, to keep your own grief at bay. As a mother of actual human children I know you have responsibilities beyond what I do, but if you can find time for yourself to grieve, take it, and give yourself permission not to be strong for a while. Find your most cuddly ferret/cat/dog and cry into his fur, build photo albums, whatever you want to do--the tension of all these last months needs its release. Letting go of being strong isn't the same as being weak.

          with all my sympathy, and take care of yourself,
          Regina

          Regina Harrison badriya@rcn.com
          http://users.rcn.com/badriya/

          Subject: (no subject)
          Date: 12/22/2005 12:58:53 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Nicole

          My heart is breaking for all of you and has been since you first posted that Rocky gained his wings. I am glad to hear that Sean and your family are taking it well. I jsut wanted to say thank you so much to you and your family for sharing so much love and joy with the FML. I have always loved your stories, the pictures of Sean and Rocky, and living through them with their special bond. You were so much help and support when my boys both passed this summer and your stories have helped lessen the void of not being able to have more where I had to move. Your silly posts and your serious ones have helped me stay happy and positive through a really really bad year. So thank you all for your strength, courage, and support from afar probably without your knowledge. It is appreaciated, and if you need anything feel free to ask... its the least I can do. Good luck and MErry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you. My grandfather says that the reason put angels on top of their tree is so their guardian angels have a place to rest... so maybe just maybe Rocky is "resting" on your tree watching over you all to keep you safe. Or maybe just so he can see the presents :-) God bless you all and keep you safe.

          Nicole

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 12:52:57 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Kristen

          Hi Wolfy,

          You don't know me, but your story about Rocky's last days and the bond he shared with Sean and the rest of your family has really touched me. I'm so sorry that your little boy had to lose his friend, and I'm so moved by how he accepted it and helped his friend over the bridge. I'm so sorry that you are feeling the pain that you are right now. It's so hard to lose them, they are such a part of us that it feels like something is missing when they are gone. That sounds trite, but there's really no other way to explain it. Sean, your family, and especially you are in my thoughts today and probably for some time to come. We all know that no ferret can ever replace another one, especially one as special as Rocky. But I hope that a ferret comes along to help heal the hole in your heart. Maybe he'll have some of Rocky's mannerisms, maybe he'll be as strong willed and brave as it sounds like your Rocky was. He will help you to cherish and honor Rocky's memory. Please know that I am thinking of you and yours. You really are a wonderful person, and I hope you find peace in the memories you have of your sweet fuzzy.

          With fuzzy hugs and love,
          Kristen

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 8:11:25 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Deb and her MN Angels

          Wolfy I've been on this list about the same time as you so I've been with this fellow sence you have I'm sorry I didn't get to you sooner sickness has also put me on my butt for a 2 weeks. I hope you are feeling better. Your wonderful story of Rocky's passing was beautiful. It made me think of those that I got that look with and the kindness of the vets that helped them over. Sean is a brave young man and Rocky helped him get there. I'm gald you have other fuzzies to help with the transcation. And I hope some day that he finds another special Rocky for his life.

          Good Day my ferret friend and keep us happy with the wonderful tales
          Merry xmas

          Deb and her MN Angels

          Subject: Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 8:45:27 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Sue Savage

          I'm so sorry to hear about Rocky. I know he was a exceptional ferret, from what I've known about him, from the FML to Modern Ferret to the Shelter video. You and your family have all my sympathy.

          Sue Savage

          Sugar
          Gidget
          Static
          Glitter

          Subject: Your FML post
          Date: 12/23/2005 6:29:29 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Fran Brown

          As you can see I'm very far behind in my FML reading.
          Prayers and love are with you on losing Rocky. Give Sean a giant hug from me.
          My tears are flowing...

          Love on your fuzzies!
          Fran
          Please visit my website
          www.FerretsAreLove.com
          Help support shelters in need and ADV Research

          Date: Thu, 22 Dec 2005 03:11:29 -0500
          From: Lin Talbot-Koehl

          Subject: Wolfy - Thank You

          You don't know me, but I just wanted to send you my sympathies on the loss of your beloved Rocky. I learned about you from your writings on deaf ferrets (3 of my 4 are deaf). I've followed the journey of Rocky & Sean from a distance for a few yrs now, & their story is truly inspiring. I've been sitting here & crying over your post about what happened at the end of Rocky's life, how Sean handled it all, etc, & I want to thank you for sharing their story w/ the world.

          Lin, Ariel, Oberon, Max, & Puck
          To email me back, take out everything from "K" to "2"

          Date: Thu, 22 Dec 2005 14:16:14 -0800
          From: The_Guardian_of_Hope

          Subject: Hope for Rebecca - aka 'Wolfy'

          She has shared so much with us. She has opened her home and her family to us and they have become a very important part of us. Hope wants to take a moment to help Rebecca realize how very, very special she is. Yes...it was Rocky that has helped Sean bloom into the fine young man he has become, but does Rebecca not realize that this did not happen because of Rocky alone? Does Rebecca not realize how much she has given of herself to this child? It was she who answered all Sean's questions. It was she who allowed this the opportunity - the relationship between boy and ferret to develop. And it was she who has been there for both of them - during good times and bad.

          By giving so much of herself over the last couple of months to this small boy and his ferret, Rebecca, herself, is feeling the loss of Rocky more deeply then she realized she would. While trying to be strong for her family, she mourns deeply inside. There has been a tremendous out-pouring of love for Sean during this time of grief, but let us not forget Rebecca. Please join me in sending special prayers and the warmest of healing wishes to surround to this special woman. May they bring her continued strength.

          Hope loves you, Rebecca. May you find Peace and Love during this Holiday Season.

          Hope

          I am the Guardian of Hope.

          If you know a ferret in need and prayers or good wishes will help ease the pain, please let us know. Send us a note with the information and we will send our very best prayers or good thoughts in Hopes that the warm power of love will surround and comfort the precious little one - and the hoomans who loves them.

          Date: Thu, 22 Dec 2005 23:40:32 GMT
          From: scott sinclair

          Subject: Rocky

          OK guys, PAL, you're the newest one to the bridge, so keep a sharp lookout for Rocky, for I think the two of you can help each other out, much the way the Rocky helped Sean. This little guy was one "Pay it Forward" ferret if there ever was one so take good care of him, huh... and the rest of youse guys and gals...and that goes for Brando and Blizzard, Casio and Clyde, Blizzard and Beeper and Bopper too. And Abba, since you're the dancing queen, we spec you to waltz Rocky across the planks to his new home for a roll in the high grass. Cindy...make sure he has his wings on right...you know how you fell the first time you put yours on.. tho you landed on your feet (phew). You all have one special friend now, yes indeedy do!

          With love to Sean and Rocky's family,
          putorius and the 8 weezils of doom!

          Date: Tue, 20 Dec 2005 15:58:11 +0000
          From: reanee gladden
          Subject: For those who have had to help their loved baby to the bridge

          Because I love you

          I loved you
          the moment
          I saw your
          sweet face

          You made me smile
          when I was down
          and out
          with kisses
          and love
          you lifted me up

          You forgave
          me my faults
          and
          short commings

          Loved me for who
          and
          what I am

          Because you were hurting
          lying in pain
          suffering quietly,

          The years went
          too quickly by

          Because I loved you
          I said goodbye
          not easy
          nor
          made lightly
          this choice
          I had

          Because you gave me
          all you had
          I say
          good bye
          my sweet friend

          With tears in my eyes
          my heart ripped
          to shreads
          I give you release
          much to my dread

          Because I love you
          I let you go
          with dignity
          you deserve

          Your life was a lesson
          only you could
          give

          Now into God's hands
          I return
          what He gave

          There's a hole in my heart
          that will never mend
          your flame has
          flicked to an end

          Alone I cry
          into the night
          missing
          all that you were
          grasping at memories
          that will always
          burn bright

          Rest peacefully
          in the arms of
          the angels

          We will meet again

          (Reane Gladden)

          I have had to help too many of my own baby's cross to the brige. Each time my heart has been ripped out. I wanted to share this with those who have also had to make that choice out of the love they fell and know. I wrote this quit a while ago, but have kept it, I cry every time I read it. It brings back so many feelings.

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 1:00:52 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Bill...A.K.A....BIG

          In our memories? Of course, always. Thank you for sharing their lives with the FML where Rocky will continue to live on in our hearts.

          Bill (Gruber aka BIG)

          Subject: For you
          Date: 12/22/2005 7:20:38 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Linda Stuart

          Dear Wolfy,

          You have been an anchor for others for so long. I wish you strength and peace on the eve of this holiday.

          Your FML friend,
          Linda Stuart
          Delmar, DE

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 7:53:24 A.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Shannon

          I am sorry that Sean had to loose his best friend. I don't post a lot but read and always enjoyed the stories about Sean and Rocky. Sean is a truly remarkable boy to be able to hold Rocky in his last moments, to be there for his best friend as he was for him. It is the hardest thing in the world.

          You will be in my thoughts for the holiday's, the first Christmas is always the hardest. Best of luck and I hope Sean finds another ferret friend, I know it won't be Rocky...but maybe he will find another to love.

          Shannon

          Subject: RE Rocky
          Date: 12/20/2005 9:02:32 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: The Zobel Family, Sandy, Rob and our 3 Lucifer, Kyba and Shea

          We here bow our heads in memory of an extraordinary ferret.

          With our deepest sympathy, and most heartfelt condolences, we wish your family well in this time of need. Rocky will be terribly missed by all.

          Sean is a remarkable little boy with such strenght and conviction to his ferrets. Rocky has taught him so much about life and I hope and pray he continues to learn from him from the bridge.

          The Zobel Family
          Sandy, Rob and our 3
          Lucifer, Kyba and Shea

          [sent later]
          Rocky was so much more than a ferret to Sean, he was a teacher and confidant to him too. In a world that can be so cruel to a child, never mind a child with the special needs like Sean, Rocky became an outlet for Sean, gave him a knowledge and a way to socialize with other children. I just hope and pray that Sean uses what he learned from Rocky with the newest addition to your family. (btw adorable pics)

          Subject: Sean and Rocky
          Date: 12/22/2005 1:45:31 P.M. Eastern Standard Time
          From: Mary DeCoff

          Wolfy,
          Am getting caught up on last week's worth of FML. I cried earlier today when I read that you had lost Rocky. It brought back so many memories of lost loves. I cried for your pain for you, your pain for your son, and his pain. I said I'd send a note, later. Then, in todays list, your posting. Big cries for all or us, you and your husband abnd both boys, me and mine, and everyone who has lost chuncks of heart to furkids. At the same time, how proud am I of Sean's handling of his loss. Such growth over the past 6ish years for that remarkable young man. God Bless you all. And, thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us.
          Mary

          Date: Fri, 10 Feb 2006 10:34:01 -0500
          From: Nancy in Colorado
          Subject: Sean and Rocky

          Wolfy,

          we haven't spoken for a while, but I wanted to tell you how much empathy I had for your remarks regarding Rocky's death. I couldn't be brave enough until today, to actually put my respect for you in words. The emotions that these little bodies stir in us could only be activated by beings shining in the light of a higher power. God Bless you all, and may he keep and guide Sean in light he has shown for him. Love to you all

          Nancy in Colorado, with Lil Girl, Shasta, Hershey, Fidget and Jesse
          remembering Digger, Lil Bear, Frank, Lilith, Sophie, and our Rocky

          Date: Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:26:41 -0600
          From: Kate McKinleyMbr> Subject: Rocky & Sean

          Hi Rebecca,

          I have been out of commission for quite awhile since I lost my Spaz in August of 2005. I just have recently started reading the list again and seen your post about the website for Rocky and Sean. I have always loved all of the stories you have told over the years about Sean & Rocky and found them so inspirational. I was so shocked when I went to the web site and seen that Rocky passed away this past December. Please accept my deepest sympathy. I read the article in Modern Ferret when it came out with Sean & Rocky and told everyone I knew that ferrets were therapeutic animals, I of course always knew this like most ferret people, but this article just proved it. Thank god that Rocky came into Sean’s life and that the two of them bonded for life. I will always treasure the stories about the two of them, and must tell you I spent the better part of an afternoon, reading from start to finish, off your web site about the incredible life journey that these two took together & cried my eyes out, happy & sad tears. Thank you for always sharing their antics with all of us on the FML. Please tell Sean, that I am so sorry for his loss, he truly had a very best friend and will carry him in his heart forever, and that I agree with him, ferrets come from God.

          Take care
          Kate Mckinley

          Rebecca

          WOLFYSLUV@AOL.COM

          Come...Take a walk through the Tale of Sean & Rocky...

          Christmas time 1999 A Christmas Miracle for Sean
          2-19-2000 Sean's Valentine
          2-19-2000 Sean's Valentine part 2
          1-17-2001 Sean Rocky Pink Sunrises
          No Date Tribute to the Glasgows shelter / Bless the Beasts and the Children
          3-11-2001 Sean and Rocky's Fairy Tail... errrr ... Tale
          Christmas 2000 Sean's Anniversary Update ... an update
          No Date Baseball with Ferrets
          No Date Modern Ferret Sean and Rocky Feature Press Release and Reprint of story in PDF
          No Date Sean and Rocky Slide Show.

          Dec. 2005 Rocky's Memorial Page
          Dec. 2005 Condolence Letters for Rocky


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